I don’t like how I have had an ever-present ball of uncertainty, nerves, and fear in the pit of my stomach lately. I feel like a bit of a mess. And I don’t feel all that positive about myself.
Fell asleep at 11pm last night, lights on, face unwashed. Woke up randomly at 2:11am and then 4:19am. Good thing I woke myself up when I have to work at 5am….
I’M SO TIRED
so my plan for tomorrow was just
don’t be an asshole
smile and make people happy
but i only work till 10 so i won’t see people really
(i don’t know why rollout week makes me question my entire life EVERY SINGLE MONTH)
I feel like such an asshole today. I don’t know why this comes over me so hard sometimes. I got so grumpy this morning and I don’t know why.
I’M SO TIRED.